I normally don't write about anything. Never been very good at expressing feelings through written words. I normally draw it out, try to calm myself. I normally sketch the way I would handle my feelings, but I can't exactly plan that all out as it is happening. Right now, as I write this, I wonder why. Why am I doing this? Is it really going to help? It feels like I'm talking to myself in a way. Someone told me that this might help, but I've also got advice like talking to someone. I just ended up exploding and walking away. I guess that sketching and writing are different. Maybe talking to myself about it is better than sharing it with someone. I guess paper in general, doesn't matter if it's a sketch or words, gives me a place to organize thoughts, because if I keep them in my mind they will stick there. Mix themselves up even more, my mind becoming an unorganized mess. Maybe I should write more than just this, and sketch as well. It'll also give me a chance to practice writing in Common, which I have never been very good at. I can speak and understand it, but writing is harder. I wonder if I am expressing my feelings well. Right here. All I can think about right now is what where I can put this book. I don't really want to carry it around, as my sketchbook is already in my satchel, and I like it there. It would be too heavy to carry around both. I can't even remember what made me write this. Why was I angry?