It's been over a week since I came to this place, this loathsome place. Spending my time, in a meditative state, only awakening to feed upon the creatures lurking the deathly halls. I no longer wish to be awake, in this nightmare. I would much rather return to her headstone and dream. Perhap's soon, I will. Depending on what will conspire within the next week.
Some unexpected visitors had followed me to my chambers, both of which were met with a rather unwelcomeing worgen. Now, I wonder. What brought her to descend into madness? She claimed to havent heard of tales of ghouls and apparitions. But she was met with a being of flesh and blood. I never got a name from the worgen, but she did mention her mate has seen me a few times. Perhaps the Machine smelling worgen? She claimed to have made the claws which adorn my fingers, and she did not want them to go to waste. She suggested I hunt down those who made me this way and fulfill savage needs.
I refused, sending her away. I did not care to listen to her anymore, not after she mentioned taking this ring from me. I do not wish to return to that state I was once in. She left before I could do anything walking away, rather pleased iwth herself it had seemed.
The other 'intruder', I shall put it, was none other then Sarah. She claimed to worry about two things, her name clawed into the walls of the chambers and the person responsible. I could see it in her eyes and on her face, when she comfirmed it was I, She then only cared for her own saftey. The foolish priestess thinks I can be saved, that I should just shrug off how people think of me. But she doesnt not know, she cannot know. She'll never understand. Dispite her absence, she still wanted to help me. No doubt for her own security, knowing I would not harm her. She wants me to owe her something, does she think I'm stupid?
She claimed she could not take my advances seriously, thinking I would've dropped her for someone else. Clearly, that captain has gotten to her long before I even met her. That man, whose blind ignorance shields him from seeing that people can change. I've seen many people trust him, perhaps I should not make him a liar...