My dear sweet Jalwyn,
I do hope you recieve this letter, I must tell you that I am being watched, always enclosed in my room, surrounded by four small walls and a wooden door. I feel as if I were a prisoner here, especially the way she treats me.
I don't think she can understand...or comprehend the special love we share. She states that the our baby is a violation to the light, but I see it more as a testament to it. I told her that the baby marked the fact that we loved each other and she stated that I was not responsible nor would I ever be. She says that I neglect S'leen, remember me telling you about her.
I mean who is she to judge, Leo runs her life....he does what he wants because she can't control him. He gets away with everything, how can she claim that I am in any way unable to be a good mother?
She thinks I don't know that she keeps taking things that belong to me. She torched the clothes that I had on when I arrived at her place. I could smell the burnt material for days.
Wait.. I may have to pause this... I hear some one coming.
No.. it was just her son Leo, probably getting into some more mischief.I wish I was his mother, he is fun to play with. He seems to like you too. I don't think Sara likes that much either. Sara doesn't even address you by name. She calls you 'The Rat.' I don't even think Leo knows your real name.
I wish just once that Sara would not be so overly righteous and just give you a chance. I wish she would try to see that you have done good things, aided people...built homes and all that. She needs to know that there is good in your heart...and that you are NOT a Rat.
*Ink Blot*
Oh.. dear... Sara just walked in. *Ink Blot* I may have to start this letter over.
No.. she was just checking to see if Leo was in here, now they both went off.
I think they are making cookies.
I have not much more time to write this, the page is growing shorter and my inkwell is nearly dry.
I hope that when you get this, you can come fetch me. I want the three of us to be a family, perhaps we could even gain the aid of Syvbar. I think she believes in us.
I love you Jalwyn, so much
I hope you come to get me soon
Your little dove,
Jolenna
