I've been locking myself in my manor for two days straight without any sleep... Which is probably normal for us undeads... Somehow, I'm beginning to think that anger would only lead to your demise... Strange that I don't remember what happened before I died... I only remembered walking through the road to Tirisfal Glades... It's pretty strange that I died from a bear, but my guess is that it could be a hunter... If it was, I wouldn't care finding him or her... I just need to settle down and be more happy spending time with my family... Speaking of being happy, I need to take a vacation, but somehow I can't... One thing is because I probably skipped my first lessons in Sen'jin Village... And I still need to keep an eye on Velexie, though I trust her that she'll be fine, but still...
I wonder where I should go and relax besides the hotsprings...? Maybe somewhere more quiet and warm... Somewhere where I can just let all my rage go and be at a peaceful paradise... By paradise, I ment an actual paradise where it never involves death...
Note to self... I must find Velexie, and ask her to bring me one of Lelle's love darts... Just in case... For defensive purposes...
Oh, I still need to be more skilled in staffs instead of magic and science...
